InvaderAxelle

shit man its been years here's an update i guess -got dumped a few times oh well -planning for college holla -been dating this cutie named jonesy for like 10 months -he's going into the navy so yeah fml -i love online shopping and bubble tea -most likely going to college in VA -joining air national guard maybe idk free college money?? -goin to flight school eventually -oh yeah im still a fuckin nerd -im also happier than i was -im not an emo piece of trash anymore -my poppop died so ive been an emotional piece of trash lately -also in pain bc cramps -i have friends but yeah still a loser oh well -been told i should model like

So I haven't been on here for a while, yet again. Brandon and I are no longer together. I was sad for a while but then moved on with my life. So what if he decided he wanted to be with another girl? I can't control his feelings, and there's no use in being with someone who doesn't feel the same way that you do. But I found another boy. We have a serious connection, but we can't be together just yet. I don't know if he realizes he holds my heart in his hands...ugh i just really hope we end up together because there is something about him that is really drawing me in. Anyways, I also made my school's show choir, after not getting in last year.

So the highlight of my October was this Saturday, I went to go see Blood on the Dance Floor and the other artists on the Scene is Dead tour. Here is what happened that night: Soyeah, I get dressed up in my Monster dress, a fishnet dress underneath and my pink and purple fluffies, with a shit ton of kandi and glow sticks on my arms (so basically it looked like I was on my way to a rave). My mom picks me up and she's wearing a 'sexy' outfit, since there was a costume competition there for scariest, sexiest and superhero. We pick up my boyfriend Donny and we're on our way to Croc Rock. We get to the venue and as we make our way towards the li